She walks
in beauty like a
Joan Crawford/geisha
girl, like a paper doll, silken
kimono cinched tight at the
waist, soft sleeves ballooning
beneath shoulder pads, fabric
flaked with the fragments
of your love, with the
fragments
of your
whims and shifting moods.
Blue like the jet stream from
that trip in September to Paris,
the one where she spilled coffee
(your coffee) at that café and it got
on your newspaper, and it got on
your nerves. She wears that
memory, you know,
deep inside.
She wears it
like the azaleas
blooming at those houses
you toured in Savannah last spring,
their pearlized pinkness nearly matching
the sunset and her lips, before the blood and bruising.
Before something, a misstep — a missed step on the historic
steps — broke a heel on the Prada pumps you bought her just
three weeks before, so you broke something too. Some
thing you regret, of course. Something that turned
all those little pink houses ghostly gray, the
pinch of your fist erasing her smile, the
soft light in her eyes. The wind will
rise, she’s learned, and she can
only try to curl inward for
shelter, to erase her
self even more.
Her center
is cinched
tight, but
her fold-
over
tabs
flap loose as,
broken-cheeked, with blackened-brow,
she walks in beauty, diminished by night.

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